When I reenacted, I couldn't spend much time researching what really interested me, antebellum slavery, because antebellum reenactments were rare and ones that included slavery were rarer yet. Plus being a white male, and generally not part of a group, I couldn't really portray anything functional and specifically connected to slavery. I had to fit in with the organizers' plans.
Every southern white male was connected to it somehow, and so at the better events, it's always there in the background--if I portray an innkeeper, a woman and her slave ask to stay; if I portray a doctor, a neighbor loans me her slave with a lantern at night, etc.
But doing non-portrayed research is so cool. It's like I'm free--free to look at the world from a black man or woman's view, from a slave trader's view, from an overseer or coffle driver's or banker's view, or abolitionist or underground railroad operator's view, without wondering how I'm going to convince a few dozen people and/or a suitable site to cooperate, and what role is there for a middle-aged white male.
I miss seeing and feeling the thrill of having what I studied come alive (not really the way it was, but to a limited extent--you know what I mean) but it's so much broader research now, not constrained by practicalities.
As far as why I research antebellum slavery... Isn't that what everyone wants to research? I mean, it's the center of the universe, the most interesting thing, right? Why would anyone have to ask, or want to research anything else?
