A subject that has been debated for many years, with no single clear reasoning known. It has long been pondered that it had issues to do with him not receiving commission. He and most others thought it was well warranted and due for his previous exemplary service. Others have speculated possible other issues or combination of same. No real specific evidence existing to know for sure.
Besides his involvement at First Manassas, he was also very involved and instrumental in mustering up several local companies. The Powhatan Troop (Later to become 4th Virginia Cav. Co. E), he himself purchased the sabers and carbines for. His home in Powhatan County Va, still stands known as "Belmead" Built abt 1845. According to local court records he walked out behind his home in the back yard per-se, and ended things there alone at his own hand. When found the local sheriff was summoned, he reported the subject died of a single self inflicted gunshot wound. I don't recall mention of any notes or letters reference it left behind. Post war Belmead estate was purchased by a Catholic Order, a series of schools and vocational facility built 1895, and used there till the 1970's. Majority of the large 2000 acre estate is still intact, but in poor condition due to lack of funds for the upkeep and restoration.
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