Oh. Good. Heavens. This sounds ridiculous, believe me, I know but got tears in my eyes. He's
there. Sam. Never been to Shiloh and it's frustrating- can NOT express how grateful I am. Something about seeing ' him ', where it all happened - reduced me to tears, wish it were possible to put my finger on why.
" With a friend I have just performed the last sad duties of the burial ". Marker must have been lost- Sam is now among the 14th's unknowns.
It's JPK's brother, Sam, 14th Illinois, Co. B, second son to die- James, JPK, perished later at Gettysburg. Calvin died in Van Lew's home in Richmond, 1861- political prisoner captured when going out to see NY troops at Bull Run. Typhoid- Van Lew dragged him home from Liggon's, talked Todd into the release. 3 more brothers were in uniform, Lewis, Clark, Charles.
Thing is, not much research had to be done. The war shattered and splintered the family. Grew up knowing who was lost, not because anyone was still fighting the war, because my great grandmother lived it. Mom's grandmother b. DC 1863. Brother William, Mom's great grandfather, ran a public house across from the Capitol, was a family center during the war. William never recovered from the losses. Had hotels and public houses all his life, just became terribly mild and withdrawn. Like I said, knew these people, kinda, before becoming interested in the war. Who we were, like all the furniture you're so familiar with you can walk around the house in the dark.
Law student, in brother Calvin's office, wife, baby- a mason. None of the 3 were brought home to Penn Yan. Unknown at Shiloh, JPK same, Gettysburg, Calvin in the Van Lew plot at Richmond.
Ole Miss, wait until Mom sees these. She'll cry, for real.
Really grateful, how kind in you!