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In the 19th century, infectious disease ravaged the globe. Typhoid, cholera, the bubonic plague, and tuberculosis, just to name a few, besieged people around the world in epidemics and pandemics. Hundreds of thousands died. A New Orleans newspaper printed in 1878 read, "There is nothing that deprives men of the natural use of their reasoning powers so quickly and entirely as fear."
These words were likely intended for the local folks who were in a yellow fever frenzy and understandably so. They were facing what appeared to be an unending struggle to cope with the disease and its consequences. The caregivers of all types struggled to cope with their professional shortcomings and their personal feelings of inadequacy. No doubt these emotions were heightened by the number of healthcare providers and patients who were dying from the sickness.
There is a glimpse into the caregiver's experience during the yellow fever epidemic, but it seems to be infrequently touched on by historians. These accounts offer a window to view the epidemics, as those considered most adept at handling disease questioned their own methodology and, sometimes, their very being.
In 1878, Dr. William Armstrong was living in rural Columbia, Tennessee with his family. When yellow fever hit Memphis that summer, he decided to leave the comforts of his home to travel to Memphis and treat the stricken. He remained in Memphis throughout the outbreak and wrote detailed letters to his wife describing his experiences and struggles. His letters detail some of the most evocative reflections from the 1878 outbreak as he expresses his self-doubt and feelings of helplessness to deal with the number of dying patients. However, despite lacking a viable cure, he remained devoted to care giving.
Armstrong's words are heart-wrenching, revealing a guilt-ridden man. The discomfort that his failed interventions caused him is obvious. He wrote, "I feel sometimes as if my hands were crossed and tied and that I am good for nothing, death coming in upon the sick in spite of all that I can do."
While his words demonstrate the challenge of managing an unstoppable pandemic, they also shine a light on understanding the cost of yellow fever on 19th century medical workers.
Dr. Armstrong was not alone in his despair. A New Orleans nurse, corresponding with her sister in Madeira, Portugal frequently turned to religion during her times of distress. She expressed guilt for not being able to resolve the ailments of her patients and articulated a desperation for supernatural intervention. She wrote, "... I sometimes when out in the yard look up and think will God not hear me? The stars look down upon me with their diamond eyes, but are they smiling on me. Or are they mocking me in my despair?"
So many caregivers were tormented by feelings of helplessness. They yearned to voice their concerns and challenges – those shared, but often unspoken by others.
Today's coronavirus – COVID-19 – is yet another example of the many things we have in common with 19th century Victorians. We all hurt, we all fear and we all face death. What will we learn from this pandemic? What will you take away from this experience when it's finally over? Please share.
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